Grrrrr

I am so, so frustrated. I finally FINALLY found some exercise that I love to do, look forward to doing, gives me a great workout, and doesn't make me hurt; the problem is that the only access I have to a pool is through my friend. She has been working out with me and we've having such a great time. Now, she has some new jobs and we just can't make our schedules work. It is very frustrating! I feel like I'm going to be fat forever, like this was my one chance and it's slipping away from me. It seems over-dramatic, and I'm not trying to be, but I have never felt this way about exercise before. I finally had a breakthrough and was actually excited about exercising; now, it's just not working out. BLAHHH!